Life gets in the way. Or I suppose obstacles get in the way of the life you want.
This week it was sickness.
Sarah has been sick for the past few days. Nothing major but enough that she sat on a couch for two days. Now if you know Sarah you’ll understand that Sarah simply doesn’t sit. She is the energizer bunny incarnate.
She just keeps going and going and going.
It’s tiring just to watch.
So I stepped into her shoes the past few days.
She is amazing, I don’t know how she gets it all done. I did not get it all done.
But that’s just life right?
Things pop up, life is chaotic at best often.
I missed a few days of writing. I missed a few days of work.
I didn’t connect this week like I had planned. There was time. I’d do it later in the week i said. But there wasn’t time later. I’ll get a great chance to connect with some of my work mates today and at our work Christmas party tonight. But that’s only once. I wanted more for this week.
But I didn’t put in the effort when the time was there. There were chances on Monday and Tuesday that I didn’t take.
I put it off.
Then life happened.
Then nothing happened because I didn’t do it.
I suppose my reflection on this week is the continuing realization that this stuff doesn’t’ just happen. That we need to make an effort. Purpose ourselves to love and be the people we are made to be.
Compassionate living is an amazing life. It’s full and deep, but it takes commitment and in this situation commitment is just another word for action.